🙂 Now. Always. Don’t live in the past, or the future. Past is memory, future is projection. Now is where we create. If you think that any experience you have had made you less, ultimately you are mistaken. Nothing can take away from the true you. So, there is no need to return to a past point. Just change what you would like to change now. What you think would give you happiness as out there, as in a certain experience of the past is actually within you, one with you. So, you can create the essence of the experience you seek now, even though the forms you are experiencing might not look exactly the same. They don’t have to. And perhaps even that is possible if we truly want it to be. I feel everything is possible, including that we believe some things are impossible.